[4.F.orever!!! ]

Thursday, October 18, 2007 @5:44 AM

SLAY SPEAKS AGAIN!

hullo everyone.
i'm rotting again so i thought i should put the time into better use to encourage everyone!
sorry if i end up emo-ing.

anyways,
how's everyone doing?
i think there's a problem with our batch issit?
most of us seem to have lost motivation,
and some just started revising some HAVENT STARTED really.

well, whether or not we've started studying,
i challenge us to believe it's God's plan!
(that we're lazy? hmm..)
whatever it is,
many of us will spend hours just lying on our bed,
maybe crying to our pillows that we wasted time,
or am i just wierd?
okay, but i just hope that in the last three days and beyond,
we'll all put in our best effort no matter what yeah?!

if you've studied NONG NONG ago then push harder!
if you've just started then push even harder!
if you've NOT started then start NOW!

i blog that nobody feels like giving up,
and don't feel sad or guilty or pissed or angry with yourself,
there's still time to make a difference.
so just leave your idiotic or honeysweet or cucumbercold lifestyle behind and push yourself so hard during the Os!

as for me i'm really wasting time.
everyday just doing a few pages of work?
but i don't know why, i just feel happy!
it's like just go through the days kind of thing..
yeah that's why i've got time to blog here.

i'm sure i'm not the only one!
but i'm really confident of myself.
but then again i know i'm really ill prepared.
HAHAS.

i know i've got this reputation for saying:
"I'm here, ask me!"
hahas, yeah just being egoistic.
i really don't know de.
just making it clear in case some people misunderstand me!

OKAY this is so not my blog and i don't feel comfortable screaming here,
just wanna end by blogging a prayer and some motivation yeah?

Lord, first we want to thank You that in Singapore or even in the internet we can openly blog out prayers to You.
Lord You know each and everyone of us (4F),
You know the troubles we're going through,

Some of us are hanging on but we're tired,
Renew our spirits and let us soar like eagles as you've promised.
Some of us are giving up and we're left with no hope,
You are hope, so enter our hearts, light up our flame of passion once again.
Some of us have given up and our mind is dead,
Raise us from the dead, because when You are a God of miracles.

We thank You for the teachers who've seen us through the years.
Lord we know that right now we're on our own.
Most of us think that we've got each other left,
but Lord help us remember that You are here.
You were there when time began,
You are here with us right now,
You'll be here forever.

So will you see us through the Os,
Lord not our will but Yours be done.
For those of us who may not intend to get good results,
Lord help us to get them, for You.

So that we will glorify Your name.
And all the earth will see,
the works of Your hand.

In Jesus' Name,
Amen

most importantly,
i pray that in the end,
all of us will work hard,
FOR OUR DREAMS.

so all of you aspiring doctors, scientists, engineers whatever.
you shouldn't even be here!
i hope that all of us will know what we wanna be,
and really work towards it,
and for some of us (like the aspiring pop stars),
who know that the Os will just be crap and won't help us in the future at all,
i challenge us that we take the Os as a test of faith and perseverence.
because the fact that the Os aren't important for us already explains the wierd nature of our aspirations,
which will demand lots of determination and passion.

maybe i share about myself?

AND FGS GO STUDY NOW, READ ON ONLY IF YOU HAVE NOTHING TO DO, OR WANNA TAKE A BREAK. BUT YOU DECIDE WHICH IS MORE IMPORTANT,
ME (*THE* ME), OR YOUR FUTURE:D

anyways the past month was not really unproductive at all.
i've written some of the best sounding songs in my whole life (4 years only.)
and i love it 'cos this few months was really tryingm
you know that feeling when you want to study very hard but just can't?
yeah.
so that was like my source of inspiration.
or my muse (used correctly?)

so maybe i write a song for all of us?
maybe saturday i write okay?
hopefully it brings us a long way in our lives.

i really don't know how to encourage lah,
i'm bad at that,
but what encourages me are the following things:

1. I wake up thinking of the kind of life i get to finally lead after Os. OMG. Those thoughts... sleep again...
2. I plan of what to do after Os. Works for me that i've numbed the guilt of not studying:P But i hope it gets you excited to want to push hard.
3. I listen to music. AND OMG F.I.R.! okay, FGS all of you stop! dling and sending music. i sincerely hope all of you who do that get caught! yeah and i'm guilty of making daniel send a few songs. but i've my ways of clearing my conscience.

go listen to the very inspiring songs lah..
motivate yourself!
for this period forget the rock and stuff lah!
"I BLEED IT OUT TAKE IN DEEPER JUST TO THROW IT AWAY x8"
please lah.

hmm okay IM SERIOUSLY BAD AT ENCOURAGING.
i wanted to type out one-to-one messages but...
nevermind.

so to all of you who're feeling low and totally not doing anything,
i just want to tell you,
i'm rooting for you,
all the way.

let's not beat 4E,
let's change our motto,
let's say,
Beat ourselves.

Rock on 4F,
with lots of passionate love and melodies,
SLAY.

When you're trying to find ways and you're giving up,
remember:
" Not all closed doors are locked."

" Live each moment of your dream, your goal, with passion.
Do not let your conviction and motivation die when the going gets tough.
Bounce higher with every fall, aim for the impossible,
and remember: you can change your destiny."
Copyright © 2007 Siddharth Elhence (India)
by our very good Siddharth:)

" I believe. Nothing is more powerful than this."
Yeah nothing is more powerful than believing and ORANGE, and me. heck yeah (there i go again.)

" Don't be pushed by your problems; be led by your dreams."

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and finally,
"And Jesus said unto them ... ,
"If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed,
Ye shall say unto this mountain,
Remove hence to younder place;
And it shall remove;
And nothing shall be impossible to you."
Romans 1:17
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Run the last lap well!
Over and Out - SLAY