Thursday, January 3, 2008 @4:57 AM
hi, i guess, my first postit's been really weird looking back and all.thinking back, looking back or whatever, it's been pretty amazing how i spent the last 4 years, the last 2 especially.i remember thinking that being in fmss would be temporary but turns out it wasnt, and it's just been incrediblethe first day in jjc was close to a first-degree disaster, so basically, freaky. i found myself repeating to myself that it wasnt happening, that i wasnt there and DUH it didnt work. to start the hall was really dull and horrid, all dark and sad. then there was assembly, that left me feeling really empty and for the first time i was waiting for devotions, not wishing for whoever giving it to totally drop dead. yes, im emo.5 hrs of talks was no joke, i slept, i chatted, i went to the loo just to waste time and somehow, there was still a heck lot of time left for speakers,crap.cant wait for the day of the release of results, then i can go back and not feel at complete lost.just to be among familiar faces, and probably, hopefully, God willing, a change in jc.and yes samuel, lam,stay away from my wallet,lolx to 4fBaoxian